fibs I tell myself
I'm making a confession: I'm a big liar.
Oh, not to you, and you, and you, over there, giving me the stink eye.
But I've been telling myself some whoppers, like:
I can lose weight, and eat higher cholesterol foods - I'm anemic and my cholesterol numbers are too low, of all things - jumping on my mini trampoline.
I will start/finish my novel any day now, once I research/self-actualize/catch up on House.
My kids will continue to grow spiritually at the church I have chosen, the one that has my heart.
I don't like what I know to be true.
I must work out harder, despite my chronic health problems, if I want to feel better, in the long haul.
I need to adhere to a daily writing routine. I need to find a writing group, though the idea sounds grueling and gives me hives.
And I have started dating a local, smaller church, one complete with a best friend and an active middle school youth group, for my girl. I think I've made the right decision for my family, but there's no denying I am a bit sad, letting go of the first church we've attended regularly, since I was a ministry major dropout.
What little white lies are holding you back?
Oh, not to you, and you, and you, over there, giving me the stink eye.
But I've been telling myself some whoppers, like:
I can lose weight, and eat higher cholesterol foods - I'm anemic and my cholesterol numbers are too low, of all things - jumping on my mini trampoline.
I will start/finish my novel any day now, once I research/self-actualize/catch up on House.
My kids will continue to grow spiritually at the church I have chosen, the one that has my heart.
I don't like what I know to be true.
I must work out harder, despite my chronic health problems, if I want to feel better, in the long haul.
I need to adhere to a daily writing routine. I need to find a writing group, though the idea sounds grueling and gives me hives.
And I have started dating a local, smaller church, one complete with a best friend and an active middle school youth group, for my girl. I think I've made the right decision for my family, but there's no denying I am a bit sad, letting go of the first church we've attended regularly, since I was a ministry major dropout.
What little white lies are holding you back?
Comments
Say YES.
I promise to support your efforts to lose weight and help make writing fun, not grueling.
For spiritual needs, it sounds like you are on the right track. Your sadness will give way to joy as you see your family flourish at the new church.
by the way, I ran into your sister and nephews the other night.
Wonderful post. honest and true.
I'd love to be in a writing and/or reading group with you, if it could be on a weekend, with wine. :D